Anonymous asked: I cannot begin how to express the happiness I feel whenever I talk to you. I want you to know that I want to be your biggest and loudest reader as you continue to discover every adventure that has in store for you. :-)

This is actually really sweet, I need this, thanks. 

This will probably reach you because I know you always read what I write in here. To tell you honestly I don’t know how I should react whenever you talk to me, it’s like everything stops. I get stuck in the moment and I want that moment to last forever. 

#personal  #love  #you  

I’m afraid that if by chance I do end up writing about my feelings that I might lose the genuine feeling of only liking, not for how he inspires me in ways no one can imagine, but for how he makes me write. 

Internship Orientation

Hi I’m back and I know nobody missed me, anyway, besides my regular anime gif posts I think I’ll be sharing my internship adventure every now and then here on my blog.

Today finally I felt like my internship with abs-cbn is finally progressing. After so many long hours going around Quezon City for the requirements and interviews, thank God I was able to attend the orientation earlier. It was bittersweet, because ofc I’m very happy that I finally got a sure company to spend my internship with and a little bit sad and disappointed because I really wanted something else.

The orientation started really plain and simple, the first part is us watching a 30-minute video about abs-cbn’s core values and the stuff we need to know about the company. Second part is orienting us about the do’s and don’ts of an intern. Third part (finally) we got our contracts. 

I was assigned to Star Magic and (I think) Monday will be my first day at work, I can’t say that I’m really excited but I’m not sad about it.

I often wish I knew more people “like me”, people that would be interested in playing computer games, or being a cough potato, or taking random road trips. 

The Anime List

The Anime List is my compilation of animes that I’ve already finished watching or if it’s still airing then watching. I ranked/will rank animes (one being the most liked anime, and the obvious) in the list depending on my preferences, so there’s really no telling whether you’ll like the anime as much as I did. The list is going to be updated once in a while. fuyukai desu~

UPDATED: 04/04/2014

  1. Clannad / Clannad After Story 
  2. Steins;Gate
  3. Shingeki no Kyojin
  4. Kyoukai no Kanata
  5. Wake up, Girls!
  6. Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo
  7. Mirai Nikki 
  8. Sword Art Online
  9. Log Horizon
  10. Non Non Biyori
  11. Hyouka
  12. Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai
  13. Hataraku Maou-sama!
  14. Toradora
  15. Hamatora: The Animation
  16. Tamako Market
  17. Gin no Saji
  18. Ao no Exorcist
  19. Little Busters! / Little Busters! Refrain
  20. Danshi koukousei no nichijou
  21. Fairytail
  22. Another
  23. Free!
  24. Koi to senkyo to Chocolate
  25. Mahou Shoujou Madoka Magica
  26. Deadman Wonderland
  27. Guilty Crown
  28. Baka to Test to Shoukanjuu
  29. Accel World
  30. Hunter x Hunter
  31. Angel Beats!
  32. High School of the Dead
  33. Special A
  34. Soul Eater
  35. Date a Live
  36. Boku wa Tomodachi ga Sukunai
  37. Darker Than Black
  38. Fate/Zero
  39. Detective Academy Q
  40. High School DxD
  41. Air
  42. Jigoku Shoujo
  43. BTOOOM!

Feel free to leave me questions in my ask box about my insights or whatnots, I’m almost always available for some otaku chitchat. I’m also open for your anime suggestions, please don’t be shy to recommend your favorites to me.

(via cedwick-reblogs)

I think we are and will always be lonely people in a lonely world under one big lonely universe together with all the lonely stars. We can never deprive our loneliness of hurt. We can only hope that by the presence of others, the love of others, it doesn’t devour us.

#Hamatora  #anime  #feels  #otaku  #sadness  #sad  #cry  #blue  #gif  

I know I had too much. That’s probably the reason why I’m trying my best to distance myself from these terrible things. Throughout my life I learned that too much of something will always lead to something unpleasant and I’ll be left alone, hurt, in the end. 


You know what sucks?

it’s when you’re not sure about everything. You’re not sure who to trust. You’re not sure if you’re still on the right side of things. You’re not sure about your feelings. You’re not sure about what to do. You’re not sure if you still like being friends with some of your friends because they’re liars. You’re not sure about what to do today, tomorrow, or the next day. You’re not sure if it’s okay to just disappear. You’re not sure if you’re important. You’re not sure if you matter. You’re not sure if life is still worth living.